Sybelle ([info]vivifiedx) wrote,
@ 2005-11-07 00:10:00
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My mohawk obsession is now entering my dreams. I swear, there were multiple mohawked boys in my dreams last night, and one of them was my old friend Matt. I do miss Matt--I'm going to have to visit him at work one of these days, provided he still works in the same place. <3

Anyway.

Last night after seeing Urinetown (great musical, btw!), Chris and I went to the Loose Caboose, where I saw many people I hadn't seen in a while. Molly, Jade, TJ, James (who I wished I hadn't seen), Jason, and Jillian are among them. I hadn't seen TJ in about 5 or 6 years, and I didn't even recognize him at first. After I said hey, he proceeded to stare at me until he left. Creepy. I'm glad I got out of that circle of friends when I did, though, otherwise I might have ended up like James' brother Daniel (aka my sister's ex), who is now fried beyond belief. Seriously, Daniel is one fucked up kid. A couple of months ago he started trying to talk to April again...he'd come to work looking for her, and when she wasn't there he'd proceed to announce his undying love for her--to me. I was like, "yeah. She's totally seeing someone..." but he wouldn't give up. I don't know what he's doing now.

I've been taking German lessons online. Semester after next I do intend to take German at UL. That is, if I can get back in. I currently owe some $400 that my student loan didn't pay for because I'm supposed to have some ridiculous amount of "family contribution." WTF. My dad is the only person in this house who works, as far as head of household is concerned. And there are 5 people living here-- two of whom are college students! How in the hell is he supposed to pay for my college? Not to mention, I only get like 30 hours a week and I can barely pay all of my bills as it is. Am I supposed to contribute to my tuition? I have no fucking money! I have no idea how I'm going to pay for it before next semester begins. Ugh.



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[info]seanswih
2005-11-23 01:45 am UTC (link)
Laff.. "multiple mohawked boys". That's so clever sounding. Couldn't have said it better myself. And you say you were never good at creative writing. Pfft. Alliteration is a beautiful thing. I love it when rappers accidentally use literature elements. You'll notice the one thing they come up with that's clever is usually the line that's being incessantly screamed 5,000 times during the song. Meanwhile, Death Cab For Cutie can do it on every line and not have to sell out on every chorus by screaming the clever innuendo like the pretentious plethora of peacocked rappers in the world tend to do. (pfft i can do it too, your alliteration skills do not phase me! mwaha)
Being broke is one thing, but being broke and not being able to finish out the year because you're broke sucks. Start selling all the stuff you like to sew and make. Hello, ebay *cough* ebay.
It's only $400 too. You could also find some stuff to sell at a pawn shop. Your pride and dignity may go flying out the window, but education and the dream of doing what you love to do is somehow bigger than that.

hollarate.

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[info]vivifiedx
2005-11-23 01:13 pm UTC (link)
well, my parents somehow came up with money a few days ago to help me out, but I will have to pay them back. They sent a check, so I won't be able to register my classes until the beginning of december (seriously. Who takes 21 days to process a check?!)

I do need to start creating more, and selling stuff that I just don't need. I just have this fear of time...I feel like I never have enough of it because I spend the majority of my time at work or school, so I have to try and cherish what time I have. Bleh. A weekend off work would be really nice.

And concerning alliteration...it's one of my favorite writing elements :D

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